I talked to Baby Boy today and however much he annoys me he does need me and I'm going to be there for him. People can be so cruel. He wrote a friend a letter talking about his relationships. Now Baby Boy has not come out as being Gay to the world just yet. I know because well he trusted me well enough to know. So somebody got ahold of this letter and the procceeded to show it around school.
I no longer go to school but I remember the horrors of it well. I can't understand what enjoyment can you get from hurting somebody like that?
He is really upset and embarrassed by it. I told him that he can't deny it and he can't not go to school so to just be himself and say okay I'm Gay get over it. I mean all the people at school love to be mean to others. I mean the kids at this school take being vicious to a whole new level. Its a sporting event there. To see who can be the cruelest. So now people are being absolutely horrid to him. I remember how it was for Angel and how it hurt him to have people be so cruel to him because he was different.
I told him hey there is NOTHING wrong with being gay. Its who you are. You shouldn't be ashamed of your relationships you should say hell ya I've dated all those hot guys and your just jealous.
The really sad part is most of the people being so cruel to him are gay/bi themselves. They openly make out with people of the same sex at school. So everybody knows they are gay/bi. So you would think they would be the ones supporting him and telling him what I am but no they are the ones that are teasing him and calling him horrible names nad spreading rumors around school.
I guess they are so insecure about their sexuality and that they have to take it out on others. Oh if this somehow sounds like a dis on gay people it is NOT. I mean I'm straight but I have gay friends and have nothing against it. I just thought those who enjoy reading diaries and twisting what people say around should know that.
So after talking to me he said I was right and thanked me. I told him no problem and to remmeber that when he graduates he probably won't talk to any of those people ever again. I don't talk to anybody I graduated with anymore. And if his so called "friends" are in on this then they aren't his friends. They are just as low as the other scum at that place.
I told him this Saturday we will get together and have a nice talk and he can get it all out. Its sad that people are so cruel to each other. We live in this horrible world together and we are the ones that make it horrible. Why can't we just let others be who they want to. Why do we feel the need to surpress them or make them feel less then worthy to be human because they are different?
I had this happen to me a lot. And I don't think I do this anymore. If I find myself doing it I do what I can to make it right again. I like to reach out and help others become the upmost what they are meant to. Don't know if that makes any sense. Hopefully Baby Boy will pull through this okay and not too badly scarred.

Old Tears + New Fears = Lolita