I have decided you have become to fat. You need to loose weight. Youre goal is to loose 20 pounds this month. I'm tired of looking at your fat ass. I say this only because I love you and I know you need the motivation.
Also how the hell do you live in such a mess? You're room is horrible. I suggest you put on the rubber gloves and get to cleaning before the dirt and grim take over youre entire bedroom. This letter is a bit harsh I admit. But darling you need a good slap in the face. It's time to start living! So get off your fat ass and loose the weight. Clean your nasty filthy room and get a job!
For anybody who is reading this and is confussed allow me to explain before I continue on. My name is Lolita Johnson. This diary will be mostly in form of letters to either myself as Miss Lolita or to other people. Not that they will read them since non of my friends will have this diary address. I used diaryland off and on awhile back and left sometime ago. But now its time to come back.
Allow me to tell you a little about myself. I am of 18 years. I have been out of high school for a year. I am just now getting back into my life. Its been a long time since I've felt like myself. I still don't but I'm working towards it. I do not have a job since I left my job a few months ago. So of course I'm looking for a new job well as soon as I can get motivated to do so.
I have a boyfriend who I am not too sure about. I'm confussed about our relationship. But thats for another letter. I'll make a little page about the people I'll be talking about later. I have the link up I just haven't gotten around to it yet. And seeing how its 2:43am I really don't feel like staying up much longer to do it.
Tommorow I shall update again and work some more on the site. Until then I shall soul search in my dreams.

Old Tears + New Fears = Lolita