Ergh can somebody get this 18-Wheeler off of me?
What do you mean theres no 18 wheeler...oh ok then.
Well it feels like theres one. I feel like crap. Oh Gods why did I say Baby Boy could come over and we'd watch movies and play on the computer and all that. What possesed me? Oh yes I know I was feeling good for a few minutes and I temporarily lost my mind.
My back is killing me. But that I can put up with. I'm all dizzy and shit too. I haven't had any sleep except for a short nap from 12ish to 2 when he called to tell me he was coming over after he went to the mall. He is going to price Univeristy Expansion Pack for me at Game Stop.
I wish I had a Sam's Membership I'd buy it there for 10 bucks less. I'm checking wal-mart in a minute.
Anyway so now I'm listening to music and praying the Gods give me stength and patience that I'm going to need to put up with this today.
I feel like crap. Maybe I'll feel a little better after I wake up. He said he is bringing me candy so yay. Oh shoot I forgot to ask if he was bringing that game...crap oh well I'll see when he gets here.
So my song suggestions for everybody out there is to go and look up Someone Like Me by Atomic Kitten and It Can't Rain All The Time by Jane Siberry
They are on my playlist right now. I just love them! So if you need a little encouragement today or some inner strength then by all means give those songs a look. If you want them but can't download them IM me or leave a note with your email address and I'll send them to you. If I had the space on geocities I would have put them up here for ya'll.
Last night I nearly had a nervous break down. I used to make ameture music videos from my favorite shows or movies. Well I wanted to see if I could put up Gilmore Girls on here. I did two music videos to that show and a lot of my readers are Gilmore Girls fans so I thought it might be enjoyable but I ended up not finding the cd they are on and tore my room apart looking. I looked everywhere it was suppose to be. I was on the verge of tears because I have 12 videos on that disk that I made and each video took almost a month of my life to make! So I was getting really upset. Finally after looking all over the house I sat down to see if maybe my computer wasn't reading one of the discs I had tried right so I was going to put them in the DVD player in the living room. The one in my room won't play them. Then low and behold there in that dvd player was the disc with all my music videos! I nearly died I was so relieved! No idea how it got there but glad I found it.
So thats one thing that went semi good today. On other news I have found a great site for all those designers out there. It just started and is called Dog Bones the lady who runs it is really great. I've been chatting with her on yahoo. Anyway if your a designer and want to list on there so people can find your site then go and check it out. I'm going to make a button for it today if I have time and submit it to the lady.
If you remember beautify its like that but not as picky or mean. I didn't care for one of the ladies that ran beautify. But now beautify has been closed down. I was actually thinking of restarting a site like it. Like a major diary directory for all diaries not just designers but it would be mainly for that. But first I'm going to finish my BOS site I've put that off for long enough.
She also runs a great design site called Irish Designs Now before you think I'm just plugging her because she's nice think again. I am really picky about design sites. I actually don't like a lot of the popular ones. I won't say which because I don't want to be rude. Its just my opinion. I am picky about layouts and personality of the site. A lot of design sites are a bit snobish feeling. Not this one. I give it an A+
Okay so also I guess I have to plug myself too hehe Uninvited Designs has now been plugged.
Okay come on people help me buy that expansion back so I can stop whining about not having it and buy a layout or image or something. :)
Okay I'm off to put on a little make up before Baby Boy comes over. Don't want to look too scarey. My lips are all dry so mainly just some chapstick or something.

Old Tears + New Fears = Lolita