I had an update but I'm a bit upset to write it. I went to see an old friend tonight. And it was harder then I thought it would be for certain reason. It wasn't her though. Not her fault so don't think that.

It was just hard for reasons I don't think I'm ready to talk about yet. I wanted to be and I tried to be but can't... I'm sorry...

On another note if you're a guy and I talk to you online just tell me if you are interested or become interested in something happening between us more then friendship then tell me. So we can get it out in the open and get it settled as to rather or not I agree.

I don't like the flirting and then the acting like you want just frienship or the nonstop flirting but denying anything when questioned.

Old Tears + New Fears = Lolita