I got an IM from a friend and I reacted well not so excited. This is what it said:

The Friend: evil shit goin on in atlanta!
[10:12] lolitas_heart: pardon
The Friend: theres evil shit goin on in atlanta
[10:12] lolitas_heart: theres evil shit going on everywhere
The Friend: a judge got shot and a coupla deputies, and a court reporter
[10:13] lolitas_heart: *shrugs* it happens
The Friend: why u so glum?
[10:20] lolitas_heart: *shrugs* not glum persay but it does happen so I don't see the point in my getting worked up over it

I don't know I'm just tired of caring. Everywhere you look somebody is dying, somebody is crying, somebody is hurting somebody else, somebody is doing drugs, somebody is hurting themselves, somebody is driving drunk, a kid is dying, a parent is dying.... this whole world is full of death and sorrow.

Yet people like to pretend they are shocked by this. Why? Like we haven't seen it a hundred times before. Yet we block it out and forget it happened until the next time when we are all shocked and can't believe something like that would happen in today's world.

Oh grow the fuck up people. Of course shit like that happens in today's world. Today's world is fucked up. We'll just end up destroying the world and all dying. Big woop get over it.

I'm tired of people hiding behind their faith saying Its in Gods Hands or its in the Gods' Hands depending on your point of view. It isn't in any Gods hands. If it was do you seriously think these wonderful ever loving Gods would let it get this bad. No he/they put it in our hands. But we don't want the responsibility so we just ignore it and act shocked and hide behind Gods...

I'm tired of it. I'm tired of trying my hardest to make this world better and doing what I can only to have stupid ass people annoy the hell out of me with shit like that.

You know what shocks me? When I hear of an act of actual SHELFLESS kindness. But no the only reason anybody helps anybody anymore these days is so they can get something out of it even if its making themselves feel good.

I'm really not seeing the point anymore. Let the whole world go to hell who cares. Don't say you care... If you care what are you doing to make it better? What are you doing to help animals, your fellow man, the environment? Ya thought so...

I would say pardon me if this insulted anybody or offended anybody but honestly it would be a lie. I honestly do not give a fuck today.

Stop acting surprised that bad shit happens. Of course it happens idiots all idiots....

Old Tears + New Fears = Lolita