I have decided that hairy backs are for monkies and four legged animals. I sit here watching sex and the city or is it sex in the city I can't remember. I've been hit by a spell so this entry may be a little wonky...hehe wonky funny word. Anyway...
Samantha is having sex with a man with a hairy back. Now normally I don't care too much about looks but I have to honest and say hairy backs FREAK ME OUT!! I had to turn my head and have a little freak out.
Well the guy waxed it for her, so I feel better now. He had a bad reaction to it and broke out in a rash. I actually prefer the rash!
I have also stumbled upon a fabulous invention! I hate sitting at a desk and writing. I prefer to lounge and find a way to prop up my notepad. But now I no longer have to struggle with pillows or have my knees up to my head. I am not sure of this wonderful inventions name. It has a soft cushion stuffed with those little styrafoam (can't spell that word and spell check had no clue) beads so it forms to my leg and stays securely in place. The top is hard plastic little desktop thingy. It even has a place for my pen!
Ok that paragraph officially makes me a dork!
On another dorky note I played Sims 2 today for the first time in a long while. I am building my own neighborhood called TV Land. I am creating the characters from my favorite shows or movies. Its fun because I can control them. Mwahahaha I am their Goddess!
I made the Halliwell's from Charmed first. The girls are just kids now and paige will be made later. Once I get them where I want them in the game I'll make other characters.
Okay I know you don't care but its fun for me!
My spells have been getting worse. I guess I should explain this. Most of my life I've gotten what I call my "spells" I get really dizzy and lightheaded plus I will shake. The shaking is normally not too bad and hardly noticable but other times its really bad. I hadn't had any in a few months but now they are back and hitting me hard. Making up for lost time I guess. When they are at their worst I can't lay down because it gets hard to breathe and painfull.
I love to cook but because of these spells I'm nervous about it. I've burned myself horribly before and spill things which I have to clean up and get bitched at for. So now when I cook I do it when I'm home alone or the only one awake. Because of my getting a spell awhile back I spilled a skillet of grease on myself. I tend to stay away from grease now when I can.
I tried going to the doctor but they never know what it is. They drain me dry of my blood, which only makes the dizzyness worse, and steal my money running tons of tests yet they end up knowing nothing! Stupid doctors. So now I just live with them. This week has been hard though because every few hours I get hit with one. I just have to sit and wait for it to pass.
I just thought that since I might be mentioning my spells I should explain a little about them.

Old Tears + New Fears = Lolita