I wish somebody had told me to never take Asprin when you have an earache. I've had an earache and headache all day. Earlier I tried tylenol or however you spell it. It didn't work so I waited until it was safe enough to take something different and tried two asprin. Oh boy am I on a trip now!

Not only can I not sleep but I'm dizzy and my head and ear are way worse! I hate this it sucks.

Anyway I guess I'll go to six flags with Baby Boy.

My mom pissed me off. I asked her if I could write her a check for 20 dollars and she give me the 20 so I don't have to go to the bank. She then goes into asking me how much is in my bank account and who all is going and asking tons of questions about C-Man. I told her I am not looking for your permission to go and my bank account is my business. And she goes into this thing about how I still live under her roof so it is her business and all that. I got pissed and stormed off.

So I'm just gonna back some crackers or something for lunch and just not worry about it.

I hate being treated like a little kid. I mean where was she when I was a little kid huh? She was here but she didn't give a damn about me or what happened to me so how dare she try and act all motherly now. Pisses me off! There is a difference in being a parent and leaving and then trying to come back to get to know your child again and what she's trying to pull.

Anyway I'll tell my dad in the morning when he wakes up and I feed him that I'm going.

I just hope I don't have an earache on Thursday when I go, that will suck!

Oh well to make this night even better some idiot male has IMed me... lets see how this goes. First off his screenname has spreadhead in it. I won't give you the last part of it just so nobody IMs and gives him a hard time. But anyway interesting isn't it... hmmm is it just me or does that make you think "Oh No Another Perv..." If I felt better I might giggle but not in the giggly mood.

Well he asked what I was into and I said "oh i don't know normal stuff I guess.... music movies, just hanging with friends" then he stopped talking. Apparently I didn't say "Sex, Sex, and More Sex..." Hmm maybe I should have.

Oh wow I just had the strangest sense of deja vou... oh wait he did respond with "you single?" hehe I'm gonna lie and say nope got a boyfriend. lol bet he doesn't respond...lets see

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hahaha yup. I should have said girlfriend. haha that might have gotten a response.

Well I guess thats it. I tried cleaning the kitchen and got most of it cleaned but my earache made me all dizzy and I nearly fell down so I called it quits. I'll try to finish it in a bit.

Old Tears + New Fears = Lolita