Today has been a roller coaster. Its landing where it began though. Badly. Joe came by today to get some of his stuff and to bring me some of mine that I had at his house. He brought a friend with him. His friend gave me the stuff and took his. He sat in his car the whole time. He didn't say hi or even look at me. When he left he sped out as fast as he could. He couldn't get away fast enough.
I wasn't upset about it then but now I am. I am laying in bed watching my favorite shows. Gilmore girls and One Tree Hill...okay one tree hill isn't really a favorite but thats not the point.
On Gilmore Girls Luke and Lorilie broke up! It was horribly sad and I cried. But somewhere the tears about the show and the tears about me and Joe got mixed up. I'm still crying! Gods whats wrong with me.
I feel horrible. I'm so sad and depressed and frustrated...
I just wish I could get out of here and go to a friends. But I can't because they all moved. So no friendly comforts for me.
I just don't know anything anymore. I feel awful. I'm just going to wear baggy pjs and crawl into my bed under my covers and cuddle up with my pillows and cry.
I hate this...When can I feel better? I wish I had some junk food...Oh well not really hungry anyway.

Old Tears + New Fears = Lolita